The Bitter-Sweet...

I can't really explain or describe how I'm feeling right now. But it looks like I'm going to try anyway. I am sad. I am happy. I am grateful. I am blessed. I am lucky. I am excited. I think I can relate with all them missionaries coming home or leaving specific areas of their missions... wow, it is hard. A lot harder than I was expecting... now I actually have to try and be happy... for the moment. Maybe I just don't like transitions... It's like a whole chapter of my life is ending... so close to being over.. ugh. I'll be going to Barcelona for my last time tomorrow. I really want to see the Picasso Museum. I have to admit though, I am a little bit Barcelonad out.